this Female Supremacy group's not too bad. very little testosterone-driven idiocy, which is pretty good for any bdsm group. too often these things are the work of HNGs, fantasies penned by men-without-Girlfriends with one hand rummaging in their laps.
i haven't posted there yet. but on the strength of what i'm reading, i imagine i'll fit in pretty well!
best case scenario? i can learn here as well as teach.
that was the good bit.
last night's munch was an eye-opener. the Ex turned up! which isn't exactly rocket-surgery, is it? a town this size with only a couple of munches, it was only a matter of time.
i saw Her, She saw me. polite and subtle respective nods. after that, She stayed with Her friends and i did the same with mine.
it made me really want a fag, though! the urge-to-smoke kept cropping up - it must have been every fifteen, twenty minutes or so after that.
i suppose i'm going to get that, though. life's little stresses will make the nicotine-demands crawl out and right up into my face.
tam figured out what was happening and he and stella kept bringing me back when i started to go into the what-ifs.
and this morning, back to the queer-baiting arena. it's been good, having a couple of days away from the nonsense, but coming back to it, there's no sense of having had a break. just of having weakened a little in not having had to fight it in the last few days.
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