i'm quite looking forward to the munch tonight. more so than usual, i guess. She's going, tam and stella, even elaine - who's definitely got something going on. it feels like being a posse.
the not smoking's going well today. i've hardly been troubled in the slightest. and, best of all, when i passed the smokers at the main door this morning, they wouldn't even look at me! And that’s after a week!
i've never felt so great about being excluded from a gang in my life!
oh and i probably won big at credibility-roulette, too. as if me weakening and succumbing to an old addiction for the couple of weeks it took me to get off was a show of strength.
my supervisor's definitely noticed - but then, that's his job. if anything, any gossip about me is probably around me beating the fags now - rather than my supposed homosexuality! ideally, anyway.
i've had to field a lot of texts this morning. to the point where i did the unthinkable. i opened a browser tab and went into the cut-down messenger.
i explained to tam, elaine and Her that i was at work and to expect delays in my answering. everybody seemed fine with that.
so i fielded their queries, focusing on - guess who?
i was only on for about an hour. and i wouldn't dream of making a habit of it, but it worked. very few texts this afternoon, which i was grateful for.
anyway, that's me pretty much dry. so it's off a-munching i go!
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