my spine (is the bass line) - shriekback

this Female Supremacy group is an excellent find. there are some superb thinkers in there!

already, i'm spotting the ones to watch. the ones i agree with. of course, being an internet-based group, much of what's posted to the group is completely impenetrable!

but, apart from those, there are several whose posts are to-the-point, focused and occasionally very funny.

i must thank harold if i see him. and if he recognises me this time. maybe i should thank Mistress Rose - after all, it apears She does all the thinking in their relationship.

harold must be on some seriously heavy medication to lose his memory like that. the funny thing is, he appears 100% compos mentis at the same time. as if he's had parts of his memory wiped.

i wonder how that affects his ability to perform as a slave?

the cancer-sticks haven't been bothering me quite so much today. the urge is still there, just not in screaming red capitals.

with it kicking in so hard at the munch and continuing through most of yesterday, getting a day off's a bonus. plus, it gives me a chance to think about the issues surrounding my Ex.

it's funny Her showing up just as i get into another relationship. perfect timing for me to start weighing up this relationship against that one.

at the end of any relationship, i tend to take stock. decide what i'll never put up with again. as well as, what i'll expect in any relationship from now on. the base line, if you will.

when i was with the Ex, i thought it was happy ever after, i really did. from the word go, it felt like we had so much in common - both for Her and for me.

which all sounds suspiciously like my present arrangement, doesn't it? but then, once you're past thirty, any relationship is going to remind you of at least some of the others.