blue light - ultravox!

i don't normally post this late, but a number of things all came to the boil at once today and tonight.

following on from our text exchange yesterday on the subject of d.a.f. de sade, a long e-mail from Her when i got in from work tonight. also, a post on ic in reply to my post on Sade the other night. from a Domme i used to be good pals with.

years and years ago, there was a club here. they never found a venue that lasted more than a few months, so it was irregular, often missing two months at a time.

it was run by a Dom-Domme couple. They owned a slave each and held several in common. unfortunately, they all lived - and worked - together, but not in perfect harmony.

i got to knew them as a clump of individuals, an extended dysfunctional family. i went to several of Their parties, over maybe a two, three year period.

then it all went tits up.

They split asunder with a flash, brighter than a thousand suns and a sound like the gates of hell, slamming closed. and the fallout was terrible.

i think there were cracks from the word go. when it got out that His slave was pregnant, the mushroom cloud could be seen for miles.

so, as per usual, with scene people, a couple splitting up means a national schism; everybody being expected to choose one side or the other. despite my best attempts at remaining friends with all parties, it's only Her i still talk to.

and She'd replied to my post on ic, wishing everyone a merry Sademass.

it must be a year or more since i last spoke to her.

it's weird, Her resurfacing right at this point in my life - She's a rabid non-smoker. She denies it, but only an ex-smoker could be as born-again evangelical as She is!

i didn't mention my relapse in my reply.