elaine has a touch of angst. her texts have a definite - and different - feel to them. something's happened, it feels like. still, she's not talking about it, so i'll wait til she feels a bit more chatty.
ok, a friend isn't going to pry, but i will be there when she does decide to open up and bleed. or not.
after all, that's precisely what our relationship's based on. or should be. mutual crying-shoulders (when necessary). platonic companions at all other times. like being each other's "gay best friend".
i have to admit though, i'm fairly curious about this new Mr Right she's landed. elaine's usually quite reticent about hurling herself into things - like a lot of people who actually like themselves!
another smoke-free day without a care in the world - or a cloud in the sky. i strolled past the smokers outside the main door, ignoring them ignoring me. as i arrived, at lunchtime and as i left. this must be how butterflies feel as they look down on all the caterpillars they used to be.
did i mention that i got a long e-mail from Her late last night? included was a transcript of a chat between Her and a Domme friend. about my training needs!
oh, the rush of mixed emotions that dredged up for me! on the one hand, excitement - this Gorgeous Woman is talking about training me to serve Her. discussing it with another Woman. as fantasies go, this one's pretty good!
then factor in that this is truly, actually happening. to me! and it's an amazing headrush!
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