i came home to an e-mail from that Female Supremacy group - i'm in. i'm not going to post anything for the time being, just read what the existing members are posting. get a feel for the lie of the land before i open my mouth. lurk, if you like.
work was quieter today. i spent the day in the bowels of the earth. my original plan had been to buy a day and a half down Here, but judging by the chaos 'n' carnage, i could easily add another day onto that.
i got a text from elaine early afternoon. she's having a party on saturday the third. i replied, asked if i could "bring Someone".
it's weird, being in a couple again after so long. the extra variables to be negotiated when something's suggested to me. still, being down here means i don't have to hide what i'm doing when i receive - or send - a text. longer, more considered answers.
in fact, the only thing missing is Her. these next couple of days will be perfect for a veritable text-wimbledon! not a peep from Her, though.
three days now without a fag and i'm starting to get used to that withdrawing feeling. starting to respond to it, not by wanting to smoke, but by not wanting to. if anything, it's making me more determined.
this party of stella's will be the crunch. she smokes, so presumably, there'll be ashtrays scattered around her flat.
i found seven of the files within the first hour this morning. added to the three i found yesterday, this makes a healthy pile. by lunchtime, i'd not only found the lot, but hidden two of them to give me an excuse for staying down here half the week!
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