silence. not a word from Her. i've not heard a thing since yesterday. i think i'm getting the withdrawals.
because i know so little about Her, my mind tries to weave whole tapestries out of a throwaway word or gesture. when She mentions someone on the scene, i imagine they're former lovers, or even, present-day ones.
that's not something that causes me undue pain. it's more the not knowing. because i know so little about Her, it's hard to hold onto the tiny fragments of Her i do have without my mind trying to fill in the blanks. especially during these breaks in communication.
tam, on the other hand, has been texting all day. since about eleven. so presumably, stella must've stayed last night. ah, young love - it does my heart good!
sarcasm aside, She seems ok (if a bit of a bratz doll!) he could do a lot worse – as he in fact, has, in the past.
but, the bottom line has to be, they both seem happy. i don't know Her well enough to measure Her happiness, but he's like a pig in shit.
it can't be easy for a dominant male tv to find any partner, let alone one that he's actually happy with!
the post-smoking is going pretty well today. a couple of twinges, nothing more. i must be pretty much through it by now. four days and counting.
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