my meeting with my supervisor/imbecile went fairly well. he took copious notes, asked several questions (and got an extra two points for not asking whether i actually am l,g,b,t or not!)
we were in there forty-five minutes. he says he'll get back to me within seven days.
(flashback) reading the Female Supremacy group before work's really setting me up for the day, i'm finding. it's like a line of really good speed. i'm arriving at the coalface feeling really positive about who i am, which has to be a good thing, right?
it's also cross-fertilising what i'm reading in "now you are Hers". i checked and it was only published last year. and yet, there's a "dated" feel to it somehow; as if ideas are racing and mutating even faster than i'd thought!
i read chapters four and five last night. they dealt with conflict-resolution (4) and development of a slaves' mindset (5).
the first half of chapter four's common sense, really. in all things, your Mistress is always right. where it gets interesting is the males talking about how they beat off their egos to fall into line with their Owners' wishes.
again and again, the submissive male hits that wall. the male ego, societal pressure 'n' expectations, call it what you will. that's still the big hurdle we all have to get over.
five's a bit more "self-helpy" in a sense. a brief introduction by the Author followed by half a dozen case histories; males reporting their successes and failures as they did their bit to see themselves as property and let go of the sense of themselves as autonomous individuals.
i checked my e-mail this morning and found a couple of responses to the personal history i'd posted on the group last night.
supportive, for the most part. one or two questions. one in particular, grabbed my attention. this'll need a more considered response than i had time for this morning.
it was a question about chastity.
chastity devices, to be precise.
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